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| this is awesome. simply awesome.  |
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| on july 16th it was KRISTINA'S BIRTHDAY! happy birthday! |
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| Im really tryin hard to understand
I want to move on and put it in the past
Cause, you claim that you aint doin nothing
Must be my insecurities
Its got the best of me right now
What I know I cant hold it inside of me
Its gonna drive me insane
oh crap. i fear this may be the end to my flingful summer. please dont say it. i wont be able to handle this again. im scared.
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| so im ready to talk now. i feel like crap. i feel like complete and utter crap. i was so stupid to start believing things could be different. things will NEVER be different. holy crap im scared. im so scared that im going to suffer being this way forever. why the hell cant things change? because it doesnt work that way. i try to start changing my life for the better but what happens? i get screwed over. again. again. and again. i try to be positive like old times. but the truth of the matter is things dont change quickly. no matter how much work you put into a situation and no matter how much time you put into changing things for the better, you just cant do it all on your own. well at least i cant. fuck. honestly. what does that say about me? im so fucken scared. |
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